I am starting this blog as a platform to vent out my thoughts, feelings and emotions as I go through my everyday life. You see, 10 months ago I discovered that my husband whom I was with for 16 years has been cheating on me for more than a year. It was a shock and I never saw it coming. I had no idea that it has been going on and how he was very much into that relationship. Anyway, I decided to leave him after several attempts of trying to make him come home. A lot of things happened in between and a lot of details I will not include but the bottom line is… I was hurt. I was torn into pieces. The life that I thought I would be living, the future I had pictured in my head all fell apart. The worst part is We had children who were as affected or maybe worst than I was.
Getting back into my feet wasn’t an easy ordeal. God was so good that He placed the right people at the right time to help me little by little get back up. I am still a work in progress, thus this blog. I have a long way to go. There was so much damage done to my self-esteem and self-worth. Devoting half of your life to one person then waking up one day losing all of that is very traumatizing. My world change 360 degrees.
After begging for my ex to come back despite of what he did for several times, it dawned on me one night that I shouldn’t be the one begging. As hard and painful as it is, I decided that I deserve better. Now this is where my long journey begins…
I am not a writer at all. I am doing this for myself only. By any chance you come across grammatical error, forgive me. Just read in between the lines, you’ll know what I’m trying to say.